Yay 4 performances down~

Thanks to those who prayed for me...

I was actually ill yesterday and really struggled hard to wake up this morning. Felt significantly better today despite having so little sleep...

Thank God for strength and healing! :)

Performance this time was kinda different because there wasn't a conductor. It felt weird having no one to look at lol... So I looked around. For some reason, I like to smile at people on stage, I think they look too serious and I need to feel 'grounded' to remind myself that I'm on stage...

For if you know me, I'm always lost in my own world hahaha. Especially recently, I find myself keep staring into space when there's no need to think... I think my mind is malfunctioning. Haha.

I'm kinda zonked out now.

But I gotta do a case study tonight on a patient. Gotta link a lot of things together... Symptoms, disease(s) investigations, treatments, medications, anticipated problems and nursing care...

How how...

Lazy to go back hostel too...

*shrug*

..... .... ... .. .

I think nursing students are sick of answering "Why do you join nursing?"

So much so that I find myself simply answering "Cos I like." as time goes by.

However, today someone asked me a question which caught me off-guard and speechless for a while.

"Is it a satisfaction for you to wipe people's buttocks?"

Honestly, is that the first thing you think about at the mention of the word "nurse"? It's pardonable since I think a large majority of people don't know what nursing actually is.

Think about it, there must be a reason why diploma, advance diploma and degree are offered for nursing.

Nursing involves the physical, psychological, emotional, cultural, spiritual welfare of a patient. It is both an art and science.

Hence, when I say I like being a nurse, it means I find joy in playing a role in every component of nursing. :)

*Shrug* But maybe not the case study later... Lol...